She a Dub.

she a dub.

i’m a thug.

—

she scrub

the dirt off herself

like she fooled somebody.

—

she the embodiment

of chaos.

always finds

a way to ruin somebody.

—

tell one man

he’s a problem,

then call him

when she lonely.

—

same hands

that throw the dirt

reach back

like they still know me.

—

she a dub.

i’m a thug.

—

to her,

i’m just

another name

on the list.

—

another man

she can blame

then dismiss.

—

but when every name

gets erased

with the same twist—

—

she the common

denominator

in all of that shit.

—

she a dub.

i’m a thug.

—

she act

like she don’t

know somebody.

—

hit the running man

when the weight

get heavy.

—

look everywhere

but the mirror—

—

cuz the face

in the glass

keep the evidence ready.

—

wipe the surface

clean—

—

the image

still won’t let me

forget what i seen

when the reflection

got messy.

—

shadow so heavy

it take trips.

—

carry-on—

cuz the baggage

too heavy

to check.

—

change flights.

change nights.

—

the weight

still arrive

at the next sight.

—

she a dub.

i’m a thug.

—

i don’t bounce

when emotion

get heavy.

—

i sit with

the weight

till my breath

get steady.

—

i feel dumb—

but the lesson

won’t dead me.

—

smartest man

in the room

still had whole scenes

move around me.

—

thought i caught

every angle—

—

still missed

what happened

behind me.

—

then the pieces

came together

and the picture

got ugly.

—

she a dub.

i’m a thug.

—

she scrub

the dirt off herself

like she fooled somebody.


— Mr. Mak


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