Juggling Time

if you’re wondering

how im doing,

im doing fine.

—

im juggling time,

juggling rhymes,

juggling truth,

juggling the fact

that life has me hooked.

—

so now

im juggling books,

juggling hooks,

juggling my mind

before it steers

into the mind

of a crook.

—

im humbly shook.

look what it took.

—

juggling books,

juggling hooks,

juggling the sequence

and acts

of the book.

—

writing

in real time,

so im just

passing by,

experiencing lows

and the mightiest highs.

—

im juggling pride,

juggling

which side

i reside.

—

self-respect

can be seen

from two sides—

—

one

in the decision

to never speak,

—

the other

in deciding

to speak honestly

for the first time.

—

so im

juggling truth,

juggling you.

—

im not really

amused,

cuz i feel used

when i get

in the booth

with a muse.

—

it’s juggling time.

im juggling by,

watching the seasons

go by,

like i’ve time-lapsed

then relapsed

into old time.

—

im juggling time,

juggling minds.

—

some things

stay behind.

—

recognition

is remembered.

impact

is carried.

—

so the messages

i leave behind

will find you

in time,

uplift your spirit

when you’re caught

in a moment

of truth.

—

everything

im juggling

eventually

becomes something.

—

i light

the spliff up—

it’s like

lighting a fuse.

—

im ready

to blow.

my life

ain’t for show.

— Mr. Mak

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