Suffering From Greatness

i’m like ravaan


with my ten faces.


oh gosh—


good gracious.


jupiter sessions.


mind gone spacious.


i’m sick—


might be suffering


from greatness.


—


too many versions


of myself


sharing one name.


one wants peace.


one wants power.


one wants legacy.


one says:


slow down.


the other says:


great men


don’t get saved.


they get remembered.


—


one side of me


wants love.


the other


looks at destiny


like:


i can’t miss this.


not now.


not after


all this pain.


—


i went back


in time.


living


in reverse.


manufactured


my own rise


with stoic patience.


—


all i think


is greatness.


all i know


is patience.


all i know


is this headed


somewhere bigger


than me.


—


jupiter talking


in frequencies.


telling me—


pressure


ain’t pressure


when the soul


asked for this.


—


truth is—


when all you think about


is becoming,


normal starts


feeling like a disease.


so if i’m sick—


it’s only because


greatness


got ten faces


and every one


looks like me.


— Mr. Mak

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