Seven Me’s

i wish


i was there


through every


tough time.


not standing


from afar.


—


not loving


with distance


between us


like distance


don’t leave marks.


—


this is far


from recognition.


it’s written


in the stars—


since ancients


first learned


how to name


what the soul


already knew.


—


i wish


i had seven me’s


for all


of the people


i love.


one for each heart


i couldn’t reach


in time.


one for each room


where my presence


could’ve raised


the vibration


of your frequency.


—


because sometimes


love feels limited


by one body.


one schedule.


one life.


one version


of me


trying to be enough


for everybody.


—


i rush.


i care too much.


i wanna fix.


wanna show up.


wanna carry


more than


one pair of hands


can hold.


—


but there’s


seven of me


and one of you.


and still—


i just want


one for one.


—


one version


of me


you choose back.


one love


that don’t split


under pressure.


one place


where i don’t gotta


divide myself


to feel enough.


—


so i’d tell


the other six:


you’ll all


be free.


because if


just one of me


could be loved


the way


i love—


maybe for once


i could stop


trying to be


everything.


— Mr. Mak

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