My Momma a Soldia

 my mom is the toughest person i know. she’s lived through storms that would’ve folded anyone else. life threw her every test, every heartbreak, every betrayal, and still she stood. they tried to break her spirit, but every time she fell, she rose harder, sharper, stronger. her pain turned into power, her silence turned into wisdom.


they don’t see the nights she cried alone, praying for a son who couldn’t see his own worth. they don’t see how she faced the whispers, the judgments, the shame our family tried to lay on her shoulders. they don’t see how she carried it all  and smiled anyway. i used to think my chaos made her weak, but i see it now: my chaos forged her into steel.


my mom doesn’t just survive, she evolves. every time the world tried to cage her, she found a way to fly. her love is unconditional, but her faith is untouchable. she learned to stop giving a fuck about what anyone thinks. her spine grew straight, her heart stayed open, her soul got free. she’s not just my mother she’s proof that karma can be cleared through courage.


her whole life, people told her how to live, how to raise me, how to fit into boxes. but she burned those boxes down. they talk about her behind her back, but she walks with her head high, her eyes forward. she’s free from the chains of culture, society, and family expectations. she’s free because she chose herself and chose to believe in me, even when i gave her every reason not to.


the glory that comes from my journey, the success i’m building, it’s hers. every book i write, every empire i create, every mind i awaken, it’s her name i carry. because only a mother who’s been through the fire like mine deserves the crown that comes with raising a king.


Makaveli out.


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